airport
[Verse 1]
If you don't know how to fix me by now, will you ever?
'Cause I can't keep on having the same fights, no, I can't live like this
I finish your sentences and you talk right through me
And we hear what we already believe and shut down
[Chorus]
With your high reasoning you've committed what is wrong with me
To your own happenstance memory
[Verse 2]
It's been years since I blacked out at school and I woke up
In a drunken adolescent daze in a hospital bed
You were standing in the back, your eyes heavy
Through the fog in my head and to this day, I'm in that bed
[Chorus]
With the data on hand, you've drawn a diagnostic diagram
Of the faults of my brain in the sand
[Post-Chorus]
Do-do-do, do-do-do
Do-do-do, do-do
[Bridge]
And I know I'm a crazy waste of space to society
But I don't want that to be what you think about me
I say that I don't care, but I wish you were proud of me
I've worked so hard to change this much, will it ever be enough?
[Outro]
'Cause I told my past to a woman on an airplane
And it felt like a whole different world
'Cause I couldn't connect to the person I was describing
As if I, long ago, wasn't me