With Care
I have decided, give into the violence
I'm doing this sh*t til I'm pushing up daisies, roses and violets
I'm out the asylum but tell 'em I'm whylin'
Isolated in my garden
I was gifted with the knowledge
I ain't do it for the dollars
Lord knows that I really be making deposits
Outta the box, I don't fit the composites
Calculated with the way that I move
Motivated, correlate with the groove
I'm a lost man but I'm breaking the room
I'm the Lochness living in the lagoon
Nigga tapped in, let my lyrics consume
I'm a mad man that's got nothing to lose
But something to prove but just to myself
Not no one else, I don't need help
I don't need titles, the fame or the wealth
And the way that I'm spitting it be by the mettle
It's a matter of time [?] in itself
I can see what I want and I know what I felt when I was at the bottom, feeling like I'm failed
Up in the air, off of the rails
I need a moment so I can exhale, eh
It feel good
I feel like I'm back
But how the f**k is you back when you never left
Only wanna know the plan now
Looking like the whole sh*t panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'ma stand out
b**ch I had to get it on my own, they was never giving handouts
I remember when they used to laugh at me
100k, I made 'em look back at me
b**ch it's looking like it panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'm a motherf**king stand out
Told 'em I would never change
I wanna work and I wanna maintain
This sh*t is sounding spectacular to me
My technical talent is making a movie
The regular vision is better than ever
b**ch I am the king, call me Nebuchadnezzar
I'm killing them slow and they call me [?]
It's back to the drawing board with [?]
[?] steady improving
I do not f**k with illusions
No I don't think it's amusing
I got a purpose so all of the reason I do this
Niggas are clueless, subject [?] you running and shoeless
Said that you moving so my nigga prove it
What is you doing?
How is you winning, I see that you losing
Foot on the gas, nigga I'm zooming
How is you last, nigga you cruising
I am a self motivated, over preparation, yes I'm planning every step yes
Living, hibernating, running out of patience, I'm competing with myself yes
Back straining when I battle my demons, having tenacity helps, bless
That's it and that's all
No I ain't out here competing with none of these niggas
It's still f**k 'em all
Only wanna know the plan now
Looking like the whole sh*t panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'ma stand out
b**ch I had to get it on my own, they was never giving handouts
I remember when they used to laugh at me
100k, I made 'em look back at me
b**ch it's looking like it panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'm a motherf**king stand out
