End Of My Rope
(Hook)
And there is no light out
Even when I feel like I've done all I can
You will lend your hand
With my hope renewed I now You're there
Even when I'm at the end of my rope
(Verse)
I tried to take my life twice
Self esteem was something like black ice
You ever been that low? When I was 12 years old, my life was a joke
Wrapped the cord round my neck slow
Started squeezin' till I heard the Lord
I can't explain what He sound like
It was a NO and I was precious in his holy sight
Dropped the chord on the floor, on my knees prayin'
No idea God's plans, ? baby
Marbles down the hall, she ain't know
Tryna hate myself, I ain't one to live, no
I thought I had no reason to live
A social outkast, thinkin' death can help him pass
All the pain can be gone so fast
Tears down my face, God gave me hope that'll last
(Hook)
And there is no light out
Even when I feel like I've done all I can
You will lend your hand
With my hope renewed I now You're there
Even when I'm at the end of my rope
(Verse 2)
I just wanted to die, I can't deny
My life was a mess, bullies and stress
Feel like dad looked up more to me
Class mate picked on emboldened me
Small and skinny dude with the glasses
No fast ascent, tryna ace classes
I was small like Nemo
And all these sharks lurkin', I'm a fish and they starvin' tho
I gotta leave this planet cuz this life I dammit
At the end of this rope and don't nobody care if
I, nah, it's time to end it
They ain't gon' miss nobody, grab a tissue
Then I got this piece inside tho
Must be that voice of God, I ain't lie tho
She told me in dark times to call His name
I prayed He gave me piece of mind through the pain
And nothing was the same after
I was in dark chains until the Master
Gave me hope, I was hopeless in these dark times
Then I got connected to the source of life
[...]
Don't take yo own life, give it to Christ, cuz He can heal!
(Hook)
And there is no light out
Even when I feel like I've done all I can
You will lend your hand
With my hope renewed I now You're there
Even when I'm at the end of my rope
