6/Fallen
My feet couldnt reach the pedals
So my father got on his knees
He used his hands to press the pedals
At the bottom of the Hammond B3
Six years old and I lied about the school grades
I told my momma that my daddy already reprimanded me
And when my father found out he beat me with a belt of leather
Until my arms bled open and it caused my back to bleed
So as a growing young man I act like a six year old
I act like a little ass boy
And Im protective of all my toys
Cause theyre the only things that never judge me
Thats why I act like a six year old
Full of imagination and wonder,
Im still afraid of falling under
Six years old and Im staring at a movie screen
In a dark sanctuary shaking watching image of the beast
Repeated nightmares cant even sleep at 23
Thanks a lot dad now Im stuck with f**kin PTSD
Now my relationships suffer and I cant live a normal life
But your philosophies daddy said
Its alright to scare off to Christ,
So when Im selfish and needy or I act like a spoiled brat
Just trying to function normally with a mother playing mom or dad.
I always felt like the world hated me although I do my best,
Like Im the only best friend
People kind of wish they never had
Six years old
Im a little ass boy
And Im protective of my toys
Theyre the only things that never judge me
Im a six year old full of imagination
Im protective of my toys cause they never judge me
Because they never judge me
And Im still afraid of going under
Whos going to catch
Catch the fallen, fallen?
Fallen
Fallen
Whos going to catch the fallen?
Someone say fallen, fallen, fallen
Whos going to catch the fallen?
