Spanish Mother's (I Just Miss)
(Verse)
Can someone please help me out?
Cause Ive been runnin' in circles, finally lost myself
Self medicate out loud
Did the whiskey shots, in the parkin' lot, help!
Ill stay if youll stay too
(I have got my brother and we lean like fences)
Cant cry in this crowded room
(I pulled hard enough, cant get away from this)
(Pre-Chorus)
My stomach starts to rot with all the memories
That I have missed
Can I be forgiven now? Even tho I spent years like this?
(Chorus)
And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you
Hallelujah, I just miss you
You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve
You are just asleep
(Verse 2)
I will stay if you will stay too
But I can hardly stand their faces
Heads all bowed in prayer searchin' in absence of salvation
There shouldnt be strangers at these
You might be blood but that dont make family
My Spanish mother, glimpsin' now her kids
(Pre-Chorus)
She sees his legacy inside of everyone of them
She holds on to her ring
knowing shell neva luv again
(Chorus)
And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you
Hallelujah, I just miss you
You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve
You are just asleep
(Verse)
The cars backed up for miles, in this funeral procession
Carried to rest, in Sundays best, we buried him next to Mit
Ill take apart again, everythin' I ever did
If it would bring you home again, make us whole again
(Bridge)
It was the first time you heard me sing, and for that Im so sorry
It was the first time you heard me sing, for all my days youll sing with me
(Chorus)
And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you
Hallelujah, I just miss you
You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve
You are just asleep
