Amnesia
(Verse)
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doin' fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?!
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder... was it just a lie?!
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?!
Cuz I'm not fine at all!
(Chorus)
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid lil things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I neva can escape
Cuz I'm not fine at all
(Verse 2)
The pictures that you sent me, they're still livin' in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep askin' why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, and it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?!
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?!
Cuz I'm not fine at all
(Chorus)
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid lil things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I neva can escape
(Bridge)
If today I woke up with you right besides me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I eva did before
And you'd never slip away, and you'd never hear me say:
(Chorus)
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid lil things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I neva can escape
Cuz I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all!
Tell me this is just a dream cuz I'm really not fine at all...