Traumatized
[Intro: Phora]
Yeah
(KB Wildin’)
[Chorus: Phora]
I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep
Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me
I don’t really take nobody word, you gotta show me
That’s just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from
But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me
[Verse 1: Phora]
I remember the days they said I ain’t deserve it
I ain’t had no food, felt my stomach turnin’
I was dead broke, I was dead broke (Yeah, yeah)
Numb it with thе Hennessy, my stomach burnin’
Lost the onе I loved, that’s who I trusted in
I just feel like I can never love again
Another day that pass, I lose another friend
In a city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim (Yeah)
Drownin’ in my thoughts goin’ crazy
I was on my knees, prayin’ somebody save me
And I was all alone gettin’ drunk on the daily
And I all wanted as kid was that brand new Mercedes
But now I see the fake intentions of people comin’ around
When I had nothin’, they was nowhere to be found
They hated me back then but they f**kin’ with me now
I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile
And I don’t need no fake love from you niggas
And I don’t need no fake hugs from you niggas
‘Cause you dubbed me when I trusted you niggas
Now it’s funny, I don’t f**k with you niggas, no
Only hit me up when you need somethin’ (When you need somethin’)
Don’t know if I’m drunk or I’m just numb (Just numb)
I never understand where I came from (Came from)
Drownin’ my emotions, let that sh*t run
And now they talk bad
They never loved me, remember that when they call back
They got they hands out, now I’m off that
I lost it all but eventually got it all back
[Chorus: Phora]
I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep
Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me
I don’t really take nobody word, you gotta show me
That’s just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from
But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me
[Verse 2: Toosii]
Spendin’ late nights in the PJs
Know they been tripping ’cause some [?] threeway
Got a problem, I think I’m in love with her sweet chase
Get her an adrenaline rush, you give the same feelin’ as a high speed race
Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down
I was in the back streets, spin the block, you get your sh*t blown out
Gangster, but I need love that’s significant
I be with demons but I’m an angel, like I’m Heaven-sent
I used to do bad sh*t for the Hell of it
Got a story but I ain’t tellin’ it
Traumatized from the pain, and then it’s hard, it ache
I got a story but I ain’t tellin’ it, do bad sh*t for the Hell of it
‘Cause I ain’t got no more room for a heartbreak
Still with same guys, feelin’ tough will get you [?] but I’m big like Deebo
My heart, and b**ch I’ve been real from the start
I’m traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart
They’ll leave me in the dark
[Chorus: Phora, with Toosii]
I don’t really trust nobody, I be moving low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don’t sleep
Tell me that you love me but you don’t really know me
I don’t really take nobody word, you gotta show me
That’s just where I come from
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from
But I’m ten toes down, and I won’t let it break me
