Self Improvement
Tried to sleep, let my brain shut off
Leave me be, really all I want
Is some time to be alone, I do better on my own
The constant ringing in my ears echoes through my telephone
Are you there, God? Do you see me trying?
To feel better about the days, the things I do and say
The way I treat my friends, tying up my loose ends
I brush my teeth twice a day, fold and put my laundry away
I count to ten when I'm upset, try to not be such a wreck
God, I swear, man, it's all I do
Self-improvemеnt has proved itself hard to do
Will it feel bettеr the harder I try?
Or will I still be stuck on the outside?
The picture's clear of who I want to be
But I just don't see it in me
Is this really even worth a try?
Is this really even worth a try?