I Should Hate You
Last night, I spiralled alone in the kitchen
Making pretend that the furniture listened
Wasn't the best of momentum conditions, but I tried
Thinkin' of you without any forgiveness
Because I was the one who would stay up and call you
And I'd drive to your house for the sh*t that you went through
And I wasted my breath when I tried to console you, didn't I?
'Cause we didn't happen the way we were supposed to
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
Pulled the knife off my bag, it was right where you left it
But it's laying kinda perfect, I'll give you the credit
And just drink something strong to try to forget, but it wasn't right
No, you're not even here, but you're doin' my head in
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
Ooh, ooh
I should hate you, I feel stupid
Like I almost crashed my car
Drivin' home to talk about you
At my table in the dark
All I ever think about is
Where the hell you even are
And I swear to God I'd kill you
If I loved you less hard
After all of this time, I still get disappointed
Bet you're doing alright and you don't even know it
I would stall 'cause of you that my standards are broken in my mind
I would bend back to you if you left the door open
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
Ooh, ooh
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
I know that I should hate you
Ooh, ooh
